i never knew

i was 6 months old and i swallowed a piece of poori(no teeth)
i never knew i would have digestion problems then onwards all my life..................

i was 24 months old and was admitted in a creche
i was reciting alphabets and rhymes better than the LKG kids
i was admitted into LKG right away
i never knew i was pandu until then

i was 4 years old and i pulled lit sparkles from my bro
my bro was castigated by my mom and he cried
i never knew that my mom scolds even my bro until then

i was 6 years old and i drove a tricycle down a 10 stair staircase intentionally
i never knew i was so very insane until then

i was 9 years old i guess, joined SSK to do my 4th std
i went into the ladies toilet and saw ^#%*^(^(*
i never knew i was inherently pervert until then

i was 12 and i stole money from house for the 1st time
i was not caught but still felt guilt
i never knew i too had some good in me until then

i was 15 and i was playing in beach water with friends
i was caught by a huge wave and lost consciousness for few mins
i never knew nature and GOD were that powerful until then

i was 16 and still had no mush and bierd
i did things i thought, would bring some changes
i never knew animal instincts were irresistable until then

i was 16 and i suddenly found myself nowhere
i had aweful scores in my board exams
i never knew life was not a easy ball game until then

i was 17 and i was euphoric for my 1st sem results
Though unexpected, unwarranted and undeserved
i never tasted the true flavour of victory until then

i was 18 and i was witnessing the mental maturity i was,
& i had undergone, though learnt a lot about myself
i never knew as a man i had huge uphill tasks ahead until then

So many crucial epochs has gone by and still when i morph through
my life there is something in me that hasn't changed;
all are born mad but only some retain the spark of madness,
i think my retention of the childishness has gelled my life all along.

I never know,One day I might become so mature mentally,
I lose my great gift and until then i will be the same old psycho
who lives everyday, does his insane works, gets embarrased
all along but at the end of the day says "what a great day!!"