Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Myriad Instantiations of Euphoria

A long legged lean kid with pretty long hair sitting with his legs stretched out on a parapet leaning against the side wall, just his silhouette visible on a dark blue night sky background...
His hair waving to the vibrations of the air.... Moon shining in the sky.. Its light glinting on his eyes creating a silver lining along his iris...
The ambiance is so very peaceful he starts to ruminate about his past, contemplate about life as such.... Probably its a summary in one of his life's chapters where the author,himself, recapping what this intangible, yet so real life, has done to him....

He is none other than me...

Being happy is everyone's intention... So is mine... Even the most selfless souls feel happy when they do some good deed to others... It makes them wanna do it over and over again...

Certain instances in my life.. I have been overwhelmed by joy.. Nothing but happiness...
the so called Euphoria

I can think over it again and again and though I wont get euphoric just by thinking over it, I will still feel the minute subtle happiness... May be these are the magic potions given to us, where we can force ourselves to a state of happiness...

This time I plan to give the magic potion to every one.... it might not work for you... but u might end up knowing how I get the potion working for me... Here goes...

the god is back.... the instant when he hit a straight drive past the bowler, I knew he was back to his olden days.... those golden days... where he played every other bowler like a school boy.. smashing them around...
for me the one of the most blissful sight is the little master stroking a breath taking straight drive, the technique so perfect that watching it few times over can make a newbie in cricket play the drive better, love the game more... scratch his body over and over after every over dew to goose bumps... and after all this inimitable qualities... he lives the life like just another Indian... for me the way in which one handles his victories speaks volumes about his attitude than how he tackles his defeats... He is inhuman... a true legend...

watch the makers name as he drives


Thinking is a gift, its free and it can throw u into euphoria if the repercussions of it are worth
while.. like when Archimedes shouted "Eureka"... I never had such instants... may be I have had miniature versions of it... like solving a problem, proving a theorem, writing an algorithm...
but what I have had at times is not the "thinking" but the "not thinking" variant...

not letting any thoughts bounce back and forth in ur head is divine... like these..........

when I plug my ear phones tight... scroll the ipod clockwise to maximize the volume..
and close my eyes... listening to "vellai pookal.." or "dil se re" or "kannathil muthamittal.."....
Lost in music... feels like heaven doesn't it???
once the song is over... when I try to think of what I was thinking when the song was playing.. I couldn't find a single thought... may be thats when my mind is formatted(as in formatted partition)... ready for some 'nerdy' data to be filed in.... my mind is definitely an old DOS FS.. like FAT16... cos my mind requires constant formatting... very crappy most of the times and crashes often due to lot of bad sectors... LOL...

As the adage goes "sing like no one is hearing... dance like no one is watching"...
it works miracles for me... Yeah.. its such an effective medicine that can push me up in the
"happimeter".... it requires a minimum level of happiness to get it working.. when i'm damn dead due to some catastrophic news, standing in my bath tub and singing wont ease my mind..
it works when I got nothing to do and I dont know how to self motivate and cheer myself up... these tonics come in handy..

singing the songs not giving a damn about my voice, discarding sweet curses like "SHUT UP" from my cohabitants... and with every instant passing by, I prove einstein's time dilation theory... time flies at the speed of light... and I never realise it.. I need a physical intervention to get me out from that state.... and its usually a sore throat or a jaw ache... LOL

Dance.... well well well... I may not dance very gracefully... But I do possess the most important quality necessary for dancing... dancing following my inner beats... just stop thinking and follow my subconscious to choreograph on the fly... dynamically... let me tell you my subconscious process has a great compiler... better than GCC!!!

There are many other things... but letting them out is like providing a peeping hole into my lovely soul... so i would like to stop here... and stay out of fear... but if u think u deserve to know more about me.. u can always ask me.. and if i feel like letting itout.. i will definitely open the door..

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